I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling this way about your study abroad experience. Is there anything specific that you would like to share or discuss?
Before going abroad to Australia đĻ, I was filled with imagination. I fantasized about making many friends đ§âđ¤âđ§ and achieving success in my studies đĒ, living a luxurious life đ°, having my own little world, free from the constraints of family đĒ, and being a free bird đĻ flying towards the distance.
But is reality really as I imagined?
After arriving in Australia đĻ, I faced the loneliness and helplessness of landing in the early hours of the morning đ after a long flight alone âī¸. It was days of attending classes and struggling to understand the lectures and the strictness of professors. It was the burden of expensive rent and high cost of living that I brought upon my parents. It was the empty room and the melancholy âšī¸ of sleepless nights under the moon. It was the nervousness of coming home alone and the longing for the protection of my family!!!
When I was young, I always longed to escape from my family đ , thinking that it was my family that restrained my freedom. But as I grew up, I realized that it wasn't confinement, it was protection!!!!!!