A ten-year commitment witnessed my youth of accomplishing nothing.

In middle school, I had a crush on TF. At that time, my friends and I made a ten-year pact to pursue our dreams together. It felt like a distant future, like an ideal or a dream. Now, it's right in front of me, but I don't have the means to make it happen. I lack the money and time. Over the years, I haven't actively kept up with TF. Today, I saw on Weibo that the ten-year pact has arrived, but the friend I made the promise with has long lost contact. Sigh.